Sobriety is wonderful but not all the time. I try to live by a basic set of principles to maintain a happy fulfilling life. But is this enough. In my most recent experience it is not. I can live a spiritual life remain in prayer and keep faith, but without working with others I can find myself slipping slowly into a mental relapse. Self pity, resentment and fear. I must give back what was so freely given to me in order to keep and remain in a gratitude attitude. I was Givin directions and I must fallow these directions. Without them I will suffer and fall.